other way.
This braclet does not define me, why is it all you can see? I try my hardest to let it blend into me, it's a part of me and I can't
just forget about it, I don't expect you to forget about it either. Everytime you look at me, I know what you are looking at, that
stupid bracelt. You used to look me in the eye, even if I didn't, but now you just look at that braclet, almost with a look of
compassion mixed with fear. With an act of couriosity and suttulty, you ask my about the braclet, again. Soon, you become afraid
and cautious for me. Why wasn't I invited to the party? Oh, there were flashing lights, you thought it could effect me, because of
this braclet. I don't feel comfortable sleeping over anymore, just incase, or I thought you would like it since I moved all sharp
objects, just in case. Why must I just be my braclet? Why can't I just be seen as myself again? I never thought that this braclet
would mean more to you then it does to me...
On June 14th, 2009 I was diagnosed with Epilepsy. On June 21st, I recieved my medical alert braclet, made to blend in and not stick
out. While to some this braclet is just a piece of jewlery, it's just a reminder to me and everyone else that I'm a little bit
different, or to some people that I'm sick. I understand it from my friends point of views, I take a lot of pills, I go to
Childrens Hospital once a week or more and I sometimes get a seizure. I didn't realize at first that I wouldn't be the one who had to
deal with this, it seems to effect the people around me more. I just hope that some day soon, people begin to see past the glow of my braclet...to see me again.
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